I have dated on and off during my affair. Nothing serious with anyone – I wasn’t able to commit outside of what my heart thought it wanted. I did want to find something, someone of my own. I wanted distraction and interaction. A way to take my mind off his time with her.
All along I told myself if I were able to find Mr. Right-for-me I could leave him behind. I could walk away from the insanity and immorality of our relationship and move on with someone unattached and interested in only me.
Unfortunately, living in such a small town, I had to venture out into the world of online dating. Talk about a mine field! Wow! Not easy and not fun!
I’ve met interesting people. Interesting doesn’t necessarily mean good. Just to be clear. I’m still searching. I’m still hopeful. I may just bump into the next chapter. Or I may continue to be disillusioned by the things I come across.
My next post will detail some of the people I’ve met and the experiences I’ve had. It’s time for this blog to change direction with me and take on a new personality.
I hope you’ll come along for the ride. If not and you’ve been a follower strictly for the affair, I thank you for your time. Life is short and anyone using valuable bits of theirs to read what I’ve written, mainly for myself, deserves to know how much I appreciate them.
If you do decide to stick around, know I will be just as open, honest, and raw with the adventures I’ve had already and the new ones I’ve yet to have.